I write this article because I was asked to share with everyone, Something that I found incredibly difficult to overcome in my life. With the hope it can help others overcome some of their issues in this same area.
I can only speak of my own experiences of what I call the mind breakage- that change and the enlightening time during an awakening. I found much of this rather difficult. While I always was gifted with my empath and some clairvoyance abilities. It was not until my later years when any sign of enlightenment started.
You see being awake ( seeing or sensing spirit and energies) and having been in anyway enlightened are very much two different things.
My angels explained to me that we - all of us as humans take these changes very differently. This has much to do with us all being different individuals as well as the timing with our own souls. Some people do not seem to have a problem at all with the awakening. It is actually rather comforting to them and very much a form of freeing to them there is something more. Easily willed by them as well as their mind. Others this is anything but a freeing experience. Some souls are aware that this change is very frightening to the persons mind. The ability of each person to or not to awaken falls often in this area. Not only do some find this a frightening process but the soul is actually protecting the mind of what it may not yet be ready to handle. Although the choice is not always one we get to make or have any control over.
This is what I call the mind breakage. You see for me personally I am one that freely speaks out about my experience NOT being that wonderful freeing experience. More often than many would like to admit this change can be triggered from a traumatic event in our lives. Or even a few traumatic events or near death experiences. This would fall into that area of " you were not really given a option about it or HOW FAST IT ALL MAY START TO TAKE PLACE."
You see the simple fact is we are all in different states of beings. Some of us have larger ego problems than others, as well as other mental issues - some of us in a form have created our own demons that we are unaware of. Often we are in a much more negative state of mind than we originally perceived ourselves to be. We simply were unaware. When the realism of this starts to set in, or the awakening starts and it so to speak ALL COMES TO LIFE....
Yes it can be rather frightening.
This can create a major problem with paranoia. As one may start to see what one did not see before.
The colliding of the realms and the mind when it is not yet ready to start to work together, can first start to bring damage to a person their mind and body. Some often start to wonder and worry if they may be crazy - as they now hear and see what nobody else seems to see or hear. This often can also bring on larger problems due to fear and talking to anyone about it . This can create stress cause danger to the body. All because you may be afraid to confide in other people about it.
I can state this first hand. I was internally bleeding for a few months when my darkness set in. What I mean is in my paranoid state. I was infact creating it to be worse.
We talk and teach positive thinking..that sounds easy enough. NO- it is something we must master. Its like grabbing a hot pan from a stove with your bare hands....You cant... it will burn you. We fail to realize just how powerful we truly are. When we think negative thoughts we are doing just that...holding the hot pan in our bare hands and burning ourselves. Willingly.
Now apply this thinking to our thoughts of - all you could see in spiritual energy - dark negative spirits and demons. Allow your mind to wonder into any and every horror movie you ever seen before. And is it possible?? Could it be true, that they all NOW could be coming after you.
Yep welcome to how my thoughts were at that time. Paranoia, fear, a weeping trembling vulgar array of ticking mind full blown troubles. Sleeping was even scary. Panic and frightening....um.... yes.
The thing was I created it because of my own fears. Along with my health problem I brought to myself and my internal bleeding.
Now I share this all with you..because Im sure Im not the only one whom ever has created their own hell.
The thing is it can stop...and it will.
After one starts to learn how. These dark spirits I had created or manifested to me actually was very important message behind them. Yet I had to learn that. This is the mind break. When one changes and overcomes this darkness. The Light can be found from within the dark..When you want it bad enough to create it yourself. Refusing to give up on yourself.
You see it is absolutely has everything to do with rising up above all earthly care. It is not the fall from grace as we often have heard it said...it is the fall that created us to see grace. Learn it and know it. This has much to do with ego.. It is about seeing past the fires and the ice. Beyond ourselves and the realms of the unknown. Releasing of egos control and the welcoming of love. Casting of the soul to the sea's past the frothy bubbles seaweed and muck - into our deep sleeping " To and From's" of our floating peace within and then back into to our breast with internal warmth.
That is overcoming fear. The breakage of the mind is a season you must not let it and the negative spiritual energies rule you. They are there to remind and teach you...you have the power to create ...So do you create it to have power over you is the question? Or are you powerful enough to go right through the fire's and ice.....to rest in the floating waters again.
At least in my case it was a needed season to heal to see clearly the power of what I and all of us possess. You see the angels know our soul is listening to everything as it is inside of us. Its the learning how to listen to that ..that can be difficult. This is why we need to learn to listen to soul it has the answers. It also has its reasons for what it protects us from until we can work together again. That is the change.. Finding just whom it is you really are. Your worth and importance and what you forgot. . then learning how to be the newer now true you..and what you always was at the same time..with forgiveness love and humility...1
That's why its the change after the storm. My love..The storm is to show you what you always had in you...You just could not measure yourself up to it before.
Try to understand darling. This is free will the gift itself colliding with the realms and truth.. Love is the loudest and most powerful thing of all. It can be heard beyond just this moment of our day. Beyond what is visible to the human eye and space and time. It teaches us to be responsible to ourselves and still be carefree. Grace in all of its glory... For lack of better words. It breaches the gates - clearing out the creator itself , God ,the universe whom or however you see it as.
I see this very thing often with people I work with to help them heal when they are coming to the end of their life. I have had simple non believers start to say to me that they now are starting to see auras of colors all the way out to spirit. Now do not take this all the wrong way. Many have stared to see the changes as they have come closer to death and were not afraid at all. They found it nice that they see finally that there is simply more. Yet many whom I have worked with whom are coming to this time of their life when they are not at peace or ready to rest with themselves as they carry fear anger or resentment.. Yes they to may have to overcome what I call the mind break.
The best gift I can give to anyone whom is walking in footsteps similar to mine is.
Know mater what you see hear feel and think.. Stop right there...Smile. Know you are love and loved. Know matter what - the only thing that has power over you- is ...you. So smile know..and say "no more".." I allow no more"
Then simply keep saying it until you believe it!
Love and light my darlings
sending you many of blessings.
I can only speak of my own experiences of what I call the mind breakage- that change and the enlightening time during an awakening. I found much of this rather difficult. While I always was gifted with my empath and some clairvoyance abilities. It was not until my later years when any sign of enlightenment started.
You see being awake ( seeing or sensing spirit and energies) and having been in anyway enlightened are very much two different things.
My angels explained to me that we - all of us as humans take these changes very differently. This has much to do with us all being different individuals as well as the timing with our own souls. Some people do not seem to have a problem at all with the awakening. It is actually rather comforting to them and very much a form of freeing to them there is something more. Easily willed by them as well as their mind. Others this is anything but a freeing experience. Some souls are aware that this change is very frightening to the persons mind. The ability of each person to or not to awaken falls often in this area. Not only do some find this a frightening process but the soul is actually protecting the mind of what it may not yet be ready to handle. Although the choice is not always one we get to make or have any control over.
This is what I call the mind breakage. You see for me personally I am one that freely speaks out about my experience NOT being that wonderful freeing experience. More often than many would like to admit this change can be triggered from a traumatic event in our lives. Or even a few traumatic events or near death experiences. This would fall into that area of " you were not really given a option about it or HOW FAST IT ALL MAY START TO TAKE PLACE."
You see the simple fact is we are all in different states of beings. Some of us have larger ego problems than others, as well as other mental issues - some of us in a form have created our own demons that we are unaware of. Often we are in a much more negative state of mind than we originally perceived ourselves to be. We simply were unaware. When the realism of this starts to set in, or the awakening starts and it so to speak ALL COMES TO LIFE....
Yes it can be rather frightening.
This can create a major problem with paranoia. As one may start to see what one did not see before.
The colliding of the realms and the mind when it is not yet ready to start to work together, can first start to bring damage to a person their mind and body. Some often start to wonder and worry if they may be crazy - as they now hear and see what nobody else seems to see or hear. This often can also bring on larger problems due to fear and talking to anyone about it . This can create stress cause danger to the body. All because you may be afraid to confide in other people about it.
I can state this first hand. I was internally bleeding for a few months when my darkness set in. What I mean is in my paranoid state. I was infact creating it to be worse.
We talk and teach positive thinking..that sounds easy enough. NO- it is something we must master. Its like grabbing a hot pan from a stove with your bare hands....You cant... it will burn you. We fail to realize just how powerful we truly are. When we think negative thoughts we are doing just that...holding the hot pan in our bare hands and burning ourselves. Willingly.
Now apply this thinking to our thoughts of - all you could see in spiritual energy - dark negative spirits and demons. Allow your mind to wonder into any and every horror movie you ever seen before. And is it possible?? Could it be true, that they all NOW could be coming after you.
Yep welcome to how my thoughts were at that time. Paranoia, fear, a weeping trembling vulgar array of ticking mind full blown troubles. Sleeping was even scary. Panic and frightening....um.... yes.
The thing was I created it because of my own fears. Along with my health problem I brought to myself and my internal bleeding.
Now I share this all with you..because Im sure Im not the only one whom ever has created their own hell.
The thing is it can stop...and it will.
After one starts to learn how. These dark spirits I had created or manifested to me actually was very important message behind them. Yet I had to learn that. This is the mind break. When one changes and overcomes this darkness. The Light can be found from within the dark..When you want it bad enough to create it yourself. Refusing to give up on yourself.
You see it is absolutely has everything to do with rising up above all earthly care. It is not the fall from grace as we often have heard it said...it is the fall that created us to see grace. Learn it and know it. This has much to do with ego.. It is about seeing past the fires and the ice. Beyond ourselves and the realms of the unknown. Releasing of egos control and the welcoming of love. Casting of the soul to the sea's past the frothy bubbles seaweed and muck - into our deep sleeping " To and From's" of our floating peace within and then back into to our breast with internal warmth.
That is overcoming fear. The breakage of the mind is a season you must not let it and the negative spiritual energies rule you. They are there to remind and teach you...you have the power to create ...So do you create it to have power over you is the question? Or are you powerful enough to go right through the fire's and ice.....to rest in the floating waters again.
At least in my case it was a needed season to heal to see clearly the power of what I and all of us possess. You see the angels know our soul is listening to everything as it is inside of us. Its the learning how to listen to that ..that can be difficult. This is why we need to learn to listen to soul it has the answers. It also has its reasons for what it protects us from until we can work together again. That is the change.. Finding just whom it is you really are. Your worth and importance and what you forgot. . then learning how to be the newer now true you..and what you always was at the same time..with forgiveness love and humility...1
That's why its the change after the storm. My love..The storm is to show you what you always had in you...You just could not measure yourself up to it before.
Try to understand darling. This is free will the gift itself colliding with the realms and truth.. Love is the loudest and most powerful thing of all. It can be heard beyond just this moment of our day. Beyond what is visible to the human eye and space and time. It teaches us to be responsible to ourselves and still be carefree. Grace in all of its glory... For lack of better words. It breaches the gates - clearing out the creator itself , God ,the universe whom or however you see it as.
I see this very thing often with people I work with to help them heal when they are coming to the end of their life. I have had simple non believers start to say to me that they now are starting to see auras of colors all the way out to spirit. Now do not take this all the wrong way. Many have stared to see the changes as they have come closer to death and were not afraid at all. They found it nice that they see finally that there is simply more. Yet many whom I have worked with whom are coming to this time of their life when they are not at peace or ready to rest with themselves as they carry fear anger or resentment.. Yes they to may have to overcome what I call the mind break.
The best gift I can give to anyone whom is walking in footsteps similar to mine is.
Know mater what you see hear feel and think.. Stop right there...Smile. Know you are love and loved. Know matter what - the only thing that has power over you- is ...you. So smile know..and say "no more".." I allow no more"
Then simply keep saying it until you believe it!
Love and light my darlings
sending you many of blessings.
